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And even though I tried, it all fell apart
God only gives us tests which we will one day be able to overcome. That is why someday your wounds will heal and the day will come when you will overcome your suffering. And when that happens, I want to be there to see you smile from the bottom of your heart.
- Mikage Celestine ; Kapitel 41
Disappointment.
Friday, 19 July 2013, 9:50 pm
Well, I shall start off by saying that this will be a pretty depressing post. I'm going to rant away now.


I just don't know what I should do or how I should react to this. There's so many different thoughts going through my mind on this person. I... I just don't know how I'm supposed to help this person, you know? There's s many things I wanna say to this person, and a ton of it may be harsh but I don't know whether I should voice it out or not.

Will the person be able to withstand my harsh words? What if the person breaks down from it? I don't wanna be the reason why the person feels even more horrible than before. I wish I knew what to do but this person has been make my friends and I worry and I want to put an end to it, you know? Honestly, I don't think there's much I can do.

Let's be honest, what can I do? With such disorganized thoughts running through my mind, I doubt I can get through to this person and get it into the person's head that what the person is doing is wrong and that the person should change his/her way of thinking.

From what I've gathered so far, the person is being really selfish. Honestly, I wonder if that person feels guilty for whatever he/she has done. I want to help this person, but where do I start? What can I do? After all, I can only help a person if only the person wants to help him/herself. Otherwise, there's probably nothing I can do.

All I can do is watch from the sidelines and regret that I can't do anything to help this person. It breaks my heart to see this happening but like I said, what can I do? If the person doesn't want to change, there's nothing I can do. Disappointment. I feel disappointed that the person is acting this way, but you know what?

I feel more disappointed in myself. For what reason you may ask? For being pathetic for not being able to help a friend.

With all of that said, my rant is done.


This is all I can offer to you right now. Don't give up. I really hope you don't.