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And even though I tried, it all fell apart
God only gives us tests which we will one day be able to overcome. That is why someday your wounds will heal and the day will come when you will overcome your suffering. And when that happens, I want to be there to see you smile from the bottom of your heart.
- Mikage Celestine ; Kapitel 41
Stress.
Saturday, 23 November 2013, 2:30 am
My stress levels are off the hook. There's so many things that I have to worry about right now. There's school matters as well as family matters that I have to deal with soon enough. I can't express the amount of unhappiness I have inside my heart but I refuse to show it. I have to many things on my mind that I just can't seem to relax. Friendships are beginning to turn shaking and I have to say, I'm not very proud of it.

I'm so caught up with my own bullshit that I can't tolerate others. Just a little thing someone says and I'll blow. I feel lethargic every single day and my body aches. I sometimes have trouble sleeping sometimes causing me to feel more tired. School is getting in the way of my sleep and I'n not happy about this. It causes my tolerance level to others to drop significantly. I can't seem to feel with anyone's bullshit right now.

Everything seems to piss me off. I've probably been hostile to over 5 people right now and it's not funny at all. Most of them are my project mates. Their first impression of me must be total shit and I don't blame them. I was really in a foul mood this morning and I couldn't seem to shake it off.

It's rare that I show my part of my foul mood in class. It takes a lot, that's for sure. I don't like coming to class with a foul mood that I got at home. I feel it's stupid and it causes people around me to feel awkward as fuck but today, I couldn't control it at all. My foul mood went away completely after I finished my presentation. It was as if one burden was off of my back and I could focus on other presentations and projects.

Here I am, ranting at 2.30am in the morning because I can't seem to sleep. Maybe meeting them later in the afternoon can cheer me up. I hope it does because I don't want this foul mood to continue any longer.