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And even though I tried, it all fell apart
God only gives us tests which we will one day be able to overcome. That is why someday your wounds will heal and the day will come when you will overcome your suffering. And when that happens, I want to be there to see you smile from the bottom of your heart.
- Mikage Celestine ; Kapitel 41
Random stories.
Tuesday 18 June 2013, 9:27 pm
Hello~ I am so back. It's the holidays but it's so boring. I spent the whole day yesterday playing DMMD. Of course, I played Clear's route, because he's obviously my favourite character since I saw all of the characters.


Oh Clear. 
Since I have nothing to talk about, here's a little something that I wrote. It mentions raep, so be warned. But I kept it pg-13 man.

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Pinning the girl down, the red haired man grinned as his eyes looked at the female's body hungrily. Rin felt sick to the stomach seeing the expression of the older male. She wanted to get out of the room, she had to. She couldn't bear to stay here any longer. The man's eyes were wild and it was terrifying. Fear was slowly creeping into her heart and she loathed the feeling.

A thin layer of sweat began to form on her forehead and her heart was beating erratically. Rin tried to fight back but she couldn't win against a man's strength. She was pinned to the table, with nowhere to run. Writhing under his grasp, she tried once more to get out of the man's grip but it only grew tighter with time.

"Let.... Me go!" she gritted out, sending the best glare she could at the moment. She words fell on deaf ears and her glare was ignored. His grin only grew wider as he stared hungrily at her chest. Rin's screams were stopped when the red-haired man took out a cloth and stuffed it into her mouth. Muffled screams filled the room as the man continued to work on tying the female's hands to her back and then her legs to the table.

Rin felt sick and disgusted. She could feel his hands running up her thighs and tugging on her shorts that she wore under the school skirt. All she wanted was to stay back in class to do some work and this happened. What did she do to deserve this? Rin's eyes and throat was burning as she chocked back a sob and blinked back her tears. She didn't what the man would do to her and for how long.

The ticking of the clock was the only thing she heard. How long would this take? Would anyone save her during this time? Was she going to be left alone? After all, the sun was setting and many would have gone home. The possibility of someone coming across her would be slim but... Rin couldn't help but to pray that someone would pass by.

She could feel the man working on her shirt's buttons. Her shorts were gone and so was her skirt. Her body would also be exposed in a matter or time. A shiver ran down her spine as she thought about what was going to happen.

The male latched his lips onto the female's neck, sucking hard on it. It was digusting, feeling his tongue on her skin, it made her want to wretch. The feeling was horrible, disgusting, repulsing. She could feel the man licking and biting every inch of her neck, making sure he didn't miss a spot. Tears that she held back for so long were now flowing free down her face. Her hair was disheveled from trying to escape. Her clothes were thrown haphazardly to one side, but Rin didn't care. All she wanted was to get rid of the disgusting feeling she had. The more he touched her, the more she felt impure, filthy, unchaste.

No one would want her after this... If anyone even get to find her.

After this, what would happen to her? Surely he would do something to make her shut up. Kidnap her? Threaten her? She didn't know. There were too many thoughts whirling in her mind that she couldn't concentrate on finding the answer she needed. Tears continue to cloud her vision as she felt him remove her undergarments.

This was it...

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Totally unbeta-ed. I didn't bother to check for any mistakes whatsoever. I'll come back tomorrow and read it through but for now, I'll leave it be. Was it weird? I feel that my English is getting worse and stuff and this isn't my best so... yeah. I should go now. HAHAHAH. Goodbye!

Here's to finally updating my fanfiction.
Tuesday 11 June 2013, 10:53 pm
I have to quote today. Pretty lazy to find one today. Oh well.

Moving on. I was totally a pig today. Woke up in the afternoon, stayed in bed until I felt like doing something productive. And guess what. I finally got to update my fanfiction. Like finally eh. One of it, that is. There's one rotting in asianfanfics and Alina reviewed it asked me to update it but I'm so stuck. I do not know how to carry on that story, seriously. It's been like what, 9 months since I even looked at that story? I just hope I can get back to that story asap.

And my Shugo Chara story. Oh god. Don't even speak to me about it. I can't seem to get myself to finish that story. I don't have the motivation to do it at all. I'm such a bad author, don't you think? I should really get to finishing that story.... Soon... I hope.

Went cycling last Friday and it's was really awesome. Here's a few pictures. Heheheh.






Totally fun but it was really tiring considering I haven't exercise since I finished my NAPHA... With that said, I end my blog post here. I have nothing to say anymore. HAHAHA. Goodbye.

Weekends.
Sunday 2 June 2013, 9:49 pm

"We stand in awe of that which cannot be seen, and we respect every fiber that which cannot be explained."
 - Bleach (manga taglines)


Well, he weekend is about to end and here I am, studying for my term test tomorrow. Why am I studying so late at night? That's because my body hates me and wants to be lazy in the afternoon. Well, at least it's just cmaths 1. It's mostly simple but I'm just too careless for my own good. I hope I don't make any mistakes tomorrow.

I'm so afraid of what's going to happen if I fail my math. It's the subject I'm most confident in and yet... Hmmm...

Went to meet my dear retards yesterday. We studied at McCafe since burger king closed down. Had a lot of fun with them. It's been ages since we all hung out together and it was a really great meetup. It's not everyday we can meet up like this since we're all in different schools now.


I bought some new things from Cotton On as well yesterday. A cardigan, a shirt and a new pair of shoes (finally). Retail therapy is awesome when you have the money to do so. Hahahah. Time to start saving up for our biannual trip to Kinokuniya to buy books and shop for more clothes. I kind of miss the times when I just had uniforms. I didn't have to fuss over what clothes to wear. It's been a little over a month since I went into poly and I'm running out of clothes soon. I'll have a rewear some and start mixing and matching everything nicely. Save me. I suck at fashion.

Well, my little break is almost over and it's time to get back to my beloved truth tables. They're calling for me right now. Goodbye~