Well, yes, I've been updating regularly. I don't know why but I just feel like it. I'm pretty bored in programming right now. We're learning functions right now and it's pretty okay. I find it better than arrays. I really don't fancy arrays. Let's hope 11 am comes soon. That's when programming ends.

Well, I went out with my retards yesterday for dinner. We met at the library and... I totally realized how we were all wearing checkered shirts. It's funny how we didn't plan this at all but we were all wearing the same pattern in different colours. Coincidence much? It was pretty hilarious when I told them about it.

We then went to the arcade, took neoprints (holyshiet, how long has it been since I took one?) and played a few games. Oh wow, it was totally like a stress relief day for all of us. Then we went for dinner at pastamania. Dinner was pretty good and Ain doesn't want me to call her Ain anymore. HAHAHAHA. So Qurratu it is eh? I hope I can remember using Qurratu.

We went to X-rider right after that and the roller coaster was pretty fun. The horror one was pretty disappointing as I thought there would be jumpscares but in the end there was nothing and the 3 of us ended up laughing throughout the whole thing.

We totally went back to the arcade and played again for a while. TOTAL STRESS RELIEF,  REPEAT, TOTAL STRESS RELIEF. HAHAHHA. We bought some stuff and then went home. Thank you for the lovely night, retards. HAHAHA. Here's a pic.



Well, that's pretty much all for now. Shall pay attention to programming now. Hahaha. goodbye.

Hello. Yes, I'm back, but not with a new rant, just a random update. Yeap, as you can see from the title of this post, yes, I'm talking about Singapore Polytechnic. I went to study there yesterday with Ain. Huehuehue. The place is so nice idk why Baa-chan calls it rundown. It's so pretty and huuuuuge. Like seriously. It's huge compared to TP.

So, I went to pick up a game for Aqilah and then went to SP to study. I did my IP calculation stuff as well as mathematical induction. I hate mathematical induction. Urgh. Thank go there's always him to rely on for answers. Always a text away :3 Although he replies late most of the time. Hahaha. At least he teaches me how to do it!

And you know what? He started asking me stuff in malay (after like whatsapp-ing me a picture of the bazaar he went to). It was so hilarious since after 5 minutes of conversing, he totally used up all of the malay he knew and replied me with, "I don't know how to carry on this conversation." Got me laughing the moment I read it. And I believe that he's totally in love with Roti Boyan. He won't stop about how nice it is. HAHAHA.

ANYWAYYYY back to SP, after like a few hours of studying and dying from the hot sun, we started spamming photos (as usual). So here's some since I can't be bothered to updalod everything. That's be like 20++ photos.

I just don't know what I should do or how I should react to this. There's so many different thoughts going through my mind on this person. I... I just don't know how I'm supposed to help this person, you know? There's s many things I wanna say to this person, and a ton of it may be harsh but I don't know whether I should voice it out or not.

Will the person be able to withstand my harsh words? What if the person breaks down from it? I don't wanna be the reason why the person feels even more horrible than before. I wish I knew what to do but this person has been make my friends and I worry and I want to put an end to it, you know? Honestly, I don't think there's much I can do.

Let's be honest, what can I do? With such disorganized thoughts running through my mind, I doubt I can get through to this person and get it into the person's head that what the person is doing is wrong and that the person should change his/her way of thinking.

From what I've gathered so far, the person is being really selfish. Honestly, I wonder if that person feels guilty for whatever he/she has done. I want to help this person, but where do I start? What can I do? After all, I can only help a person if only the person wants to help him/herself. Otherwise, there's probably nothing I can do.

All I can do is watch from the sidelines and regret that I can't do anything to help this person. It breaks my heart to see this happening but like I said, what can I do? If the person doesn't want to change, there's nothing I can do. Disappointment. I feel disappointed that the person is acting this way, but you know what?

I feel more disappointed in myself. For what reason you may ask? For being pathetic for not being able to help a friend.

With all of that said, my rant is done.

Yes, it's programming lesson right now. We're doing Traversing Array Using Length. Well, it's so annoying. I'm so sleepy but this thing is hard. I'm trying my best to stay awake with Ask.fm and stuff like that. It seems like today, my dear Nadiah has taken a liking to disturbing me these days. Haish. She ah. Naughty. Jahat. Hahahaha. I know she'll see this so I'm typing this. HUEHUEHUE.

Yes, I haven't posted a picture of my newly rebonded hair. Yes, I forgot. Oh well. Not many people read this blog anyway. So I can talk my time to post it. The only reason why I'm posting it is because Nad is asking me to. HAHAHA. If not, I doubt I would be typing this out right now.

So, here's a picture just to make you happy Nad.


YEAHHHH. It's out~ Okay, that's it for now. I jut came here to post this. For Nad. Everything is for Nad. HAHAHAHAH. SAYANG KAU.

Soooo, my mum kinda talked me into rebonding my hair. Oh god, what have I walked into. Oh wait, I know, like sitting for four freaking hours just to make my hair straight. It's been two years since I last rebonded my hair. All the hair on my head right now is my natural hair and it'll be gone in a few hours TT.TT

GOODBYE MY FRIEND. I WILL MISS YOU.

Anyway, I'm still not done with my PRSP assignment. I have like 5-6 more programming questions to finish. I hope I can do this. Oh gosh. Programming and maths are alike. It's only fun when you get to solve it.

To make this post lively, here's some stuff I coloured yesterday. Yes, I finally learnt how to colour on gimp. It's not the best, but I'm hella proud of what I did! The first one is Mavis from Fairy Tail and the second is Tsukumo from Karneval. Enjoy the pics~



Yes, I've been colouring blondes since it's the simplest to me. I'm not sure who I want to try to colour next. Maybe Sekaiichi Hatsukoi? Kuroko no Basuke? I'll find something. Maybe a shoujo manga. BroCon? I don't know... But what I do know is that I'm going to colour something in the next few days. I'm having so much fun playing around with colours. Who knew it'll be this fun?

Also, CARC is due tomorrow and the video presentation this Friday. Oh god why. One burden gone this Friday but a new Project to finish. We have DCNK to prepare for. I almost forgot about that subject. And next week will be the cmaths 2 test. Horrible. And the week after that, DCNK. HORRIBLE I TELL YOU, HORRIBLE. I don't know why I even picked this course.

Oh yeah, ethical hacking. The only thing motivating me to go on. And friends. Friends is an important factor as well. My friends are wonderful. They help me out in any way possible. They've given me so much knowledge and fun memories in such a short period of time. The happiness that I feel can't be expressed. I never thought I'd find friends like them in a place like this.

All I can say is that I'm blessed to be their friend. And I feel even more blessed at the fact that I'm still close to my friends from secondary school. The ones that has been with me through my ups and downs. The lowest points in my life. There when I cry. They've always said that it's at the lowest point of my life that I'll find true friends. And there they are. The idiots who stuck by my nonsensical and annoying ways, always listening to my stupid rants, everything. All I can say is thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Hell, how did I end up typing all of this? Oh god why. And it all started with rebonding my hair. How the hell did it get up to this stage? What's done is done, and I'm going to post this now. I'll be back with a new post soon and a picture of my newly rebonded hair.

buhbye~

Well, I'm here, sitting in the school library, blogging cuz I'm bored. Hahahha. And guess who has new eye candy? My dear 16August baby. She has admirers la sia. Want some proof? Here's some right now.



This is beyond hilarious. I can't believe that this is happening to my friend. I keep laughing everytime I see it and I can't help myself. Eheh budak ni, dah popular eh.

Moving on, I bought a new shirt! TP's shirt to be exact. Me, Nad and Ain now have the same shirt. Yes, Ain wants a TP shirt and yes, she's from SP. Don't even ask me why. She wants to collect shirts from all of the polytechnics. She's weird, oh well.

I've been editing quite a lot these days, I don't even know why. I just find it fun. It somehow releases my stress (?). It's an alternative to writing. I'm having a major writer's block right now and I can't seem to continue Kitten. I want to update, really I do, but I don't want to disappoint my readers with a crappy chapter. That's the last thing on my mind. So, I turned to editing. I'm not good at it, but I really enjoy it! Here's one I made today when I was bored of my school project:



                       

It's a Fairy Tail edit~ I've been playing around with textures these days and it's coming out pretty well (at least to me it is). I'm posting so many pictures, aren't I? Well, here's another one. GANG KUAT PHOTO!


 

Well, all I can say is that HCI (Human Computer Interaction) is boring. I'm sitting in class, typing this 'cuz I'm bored. Oh well. I know, I know, I haven't been updating my fics. Especially Kitten. I haven't written the next chapter. At all. I should be slapped. But I did start on my 2min one already. I'm almost done with the chapter 2.

I changed my tumblr theme :3 Since my tumblr name is hatsuko-i, I changed it to a Sekaiichi Hatsukoi theme. My OTP. Hehhehe.

Okay, I really have nothing to say. And I'm still bored. Oh well. Bye.