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And even though I tried, it all fell apart
God only gives us tests which we will one day be able to overcome. That is why someday your wounds will heal and the day will come when you will overcome your suffering. And when that happens, I want to be there to see you smile from the bottom of your heart.
- Mikage Celestine ; Kapitel 41
Pessimism
Wednesday 21 August 2013, 10:55 pm

We stand in awe of that which cannot be seen, and we respect with every fiber that which cannot be explained.


How long has it been since I made a blog post, eh? Oh well. I was about to make one for Raya and then I totally forgot about it halfway. I'm so forgetful these days it's not even funny. Urgh. It's like halfway through study week and I'm not done studying for CARC and DCNK. I'm 90% prepared for math so I'm pretty worried about my other two modules. With grades I'm getting right now, I doubt I can get into a good uni. Oh well. Dreams aren't meant to be turned into reality anyway. That's why we dream. We dream the impossible.

Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars. I just can't seem to let myself believe this quote. I feel that if you miss, you don't land among the stars. You merely fall back down to the ground. The harsh, cold ground called reality. Let's be honest here, it's hard to be optimistic when you're so used to being pessimistic. 

I'm sorry for being the pessimistic bitch that I am.