Who knew I'd be back with a new blog post at such a timing, right? I just felt like writing once so here I am. I honestly wish that my mood would be like the little kitty gif above me. No joke. Since the start of the new semester, I've been sick. My sore throat has been going for days, my headaches come and go and yet I have no fever. I don't know what the hell you want with me, body. Why are you acting up when school just started?

Lessons have been tiring for me the past few days. Maybe it's the sickness, maybe it's just that I miss my holidays. I think both are a factor to why I'm feeling like shit right now. Moving on, Basic IT Security was horribly boring. No offence to my teacher but he's pretty boring. The lesson itself is already dry, he just makes it worse. And do you know the worse part? Every Wednesday, my class meets him for 4 fuckin' hours. Insane? Don't worry, I think so too. Not only do we meet him for 4 hours, the only lessons we have on that day are with him.

IMAGINE THE BOREDOM GUYS. If you can;t, pick the most boring teacher you can find. Then imagine having a 3 hour lesson with that teacher. Not so great, isn't it?

We're only half way through the week and I feel like dying already. Project specs are slowly coming out and groups are starting to be formed. We have so many projects and assignments to go through this semester. So much shit to do, so little time. When my teacher went through the project specs and stuff, I felt like dying. I honestly hope I can get through this project smoothly. Ok, even if I can's go through this project smoothly, it's fine. As long as I pass, I'll definitely be happy.

Our programming teacher is boring as well. What's with the amount of boring teacher's this sem, yeah? I hope things get better. I have a long day in school tomorrow and my first psychology lecture is tomorrow. Wish me luck and pray that I can get through 1.2 safely.

BYE GUYS~

I am so appalled and so  fucking annoyed by the post someone made. I am not going to reveal the person's name because I want to protect the person's rights. So, what about you? Have you ever thought about our rights? Nonchalantly writing our names on your blog for the whole world to see? Are you happy? Are you satisfied? What is this? Some kind of petty revenge for not inviting you out for just a bloody outing? Is that it? You have no idea how annoyed I was when I saw that post. Really? Is your mentality still stuck in pre-school?

Let me say this, YOU, of all people should know that you started avoiding us. YOU were the one who didn't want to come for outings when we asked. You didn't want to come for lessons, you didn't even want to complete your group projects. Forget about the fact we didn't invite you out and think about this. Have you ever thought about how the other people felt when you didn't do your project? Did you even spare a thought for the rest that have put in so much effort to pass and you're there, shaking your fucking leg doing nothing. My friend has done YOUR share of work just to cover up for the fact that YOU didn't want to do the project.

Let me get this straight into that thick skull of yours. MY FRIEND DID NOTHING WRONG. Hell, he has been helping you through your life in polytechnic and you don't even know. Have you even spared a thought for that, huh? You have no idea how many people were helping you? Do you have any idea how the teachers are helping you? You think the whole world is against you? No, it's not. You think the world has shut itself from you? WRONG. You were the one who shut shut yourself from the world. Don't you even think for a second that we never thought of you as a friend, because we did.

We tried. We tried everything but you merely didn't care. How are we supposed to fucking know how you feel when you don't even try to convey it? What are we? Mind readers? Cutting us off for so long and what? Suddenly pop out of nowhere with a fucking saying that we of all things betrayed you. By what? Not inviting you for an outing. Childish. Grow up.

Let me reiterate what I told you on whatsapp. You've been absent from our lives from so long that talking to you is bloody awkward. If you think you can go to the outing without being awkward, think again. We aren't perfect. We know. But you know what? We try our best to be a good friend.

"Bitches", "bastards". That's what you called us, no? I find this utterly hilarious.

You said we're two faced? Are you even sure that that's what you want to call us after knowing us for less than half a year? You weren't even with us for half that time. In that fucking time you spend with us, is that what you think? You know what, fine, so be it. We are now dubbed the "two-faced bitches and bastards". Are you satisfied? Do you feel better? Is that sense of accomplishment burning on happily in your heart? Good to know.

To think just an instagram photo brought all this.

We never wanted you out of our lives. We tried to keep you in our lives but you know what? You walked out first. You're starting to hate us? GOOD. Hate us. Breed your hatred. Go. Do whatever you want. Tell everyone how we abused your trust. Go. Let the whole world turn against us if that's what you're aiming for. Fine, after this fucking post, I'm done with you. I won't talk to you, I won't bat an eyelash if I see you outside. Thank god you've seen our "true colours"? Thank god we've seen yours. Your petty, whiny little self.

This is it man. Goodbye.

GUESS WHAT. I finally met up with my secondary school mates yesterday. Definitely not my two retards since I see them almost every week. I went to Seoul Garden with my dear lower sec classmates. It's been too long since I've met up with them. What's more saddening was that Wirda couldn't come for the meet up. :(

The first two people I saw were Haknah and Khairul. Then Wenjn. And the Zhenyang. YAY, I FINALLY GOT TO MEET ZHEN YANG. I swear, I missed him so much. Hehhehee. He immediately got my hug. Then Lydon came and we all went in to ate. We caught up on so many things and was really fun, I swear.


Look at my lovelies. LOOK AT EM. Hahahaha. After lunch, we went to Sunplaza park for the playground. There's like this huge swing thing that can fit two people and DAMN it was fun as hell being on that swing. Seeing as how the guys are really strong, the swing went up like reaaaaaally high. Let's not forget about the fact that I totally felt queasy after a while. HAHAHA. I felt like I wanted to vomit all the way home.

Honestly, after like meting them, I started to miss them after we all went home. Insane classmates that I can never part with. Ya'll are awesome people.